Beloved~ As always, I share these words with you in the
hopes that you find support and encouragement and realize that you are not
alone when it feels like you may have lost your way. I’ve lost sense of
time…..was it this crazy before the Fall Equinox? Did it get even more
intense for you around the Equinox and this whole week? I feel like it
has now begun to settle back down. I remember writing last year that this
would be the year of emotion clearing and healing. Well……no mistakes
about this. Whatever energies just opened for us….seems they found and we
got snagged on any and all rough edges, sometimes the ones you thought you had
already finished with. Surprise, surprise. Or not : -).
Seems we are done when we are done and that we have absolutely no say in what
will show up for exploration and release. You mean we are releasing control
too!
I
AM Purity – and if this is Truth…..then all these uncomfortable feelings and
thoughts are a product of my choosing a human experience. They are
not the truth of who I AM…..why continue to believe them…….believe what they
appear to say about me……and sometimes I still get hijacked by them..
I
found my self talking to my self about feelings this week. I was in
Charlotte NC with my family, looking for a new home, looking to make some
spiritual/business connections. Fear, excitement, doubt and
more…... Excitement is easy to allow and embrace. Fear and
worry….my self talk at times was: “Yes, I can feel this. Yes, I can allow
this to be as it is as best I can…. or notice when I’m hijacked.”
Allow,
Notice. I don’t want to talk my self out of how I’m feeling.
I don’t want to compare or explain ad nauseum. I just want to allow … and
I CAN feel these feelings of fear, anxiety, doubt, helplessness now.
Sometimes I can remember to move out of my head and the monkey mind thinking
and notice the sensations and contractions in my body. I see that I
don’t collapse or always respond like I did before when I had similar experiences
and feelings. Yes…..I can allow my self to feel now….. I can check
in with my body, find the tightness and contractions and breathe and
allow….Sensations and vibrations moving through and out.
And
I’m remembering to be tender with me…..tender with that part of me that is
scared. I absolutely love being tender with my self.
Allowing
our selves to feel opens us to life in such a different way. I’m not
closed in, shut down, ‘protecting’ my self, cut off from the flow of life and
energies. I’m opening up more and more and I AM receiving the
fullness and multi textured richness of life as I discover that I can allow my
feelings….. And now, I discover that I can watch them….. body tight and
contracting or sensations just moving through without the labels of good
or bad, acceptable or not. BREATHE, BREATHE, BREATHE. And
sometimes I can watch (the observer) my mind making up all kinds
of explanations about what is going on around me that actually caused the fear
to begin. It’s a ‘beginning’ for me with this type of deeper watching.
You can do it too because we’re experiencing the same contracted limited human
self that is cracking open to reveal our True Self. Look how much you’ve
changed these 6 months!!! Really - YOU – Look how you have changed!
And
I can promise you that the energies that are coming in after this
turbulence ARE TOTALLY AMAZING….. We
will have opportunities to realize what has been cleansed from us by GRACE.
Ex
– My office is overflowing everywhere (I know, no comments and judgements
please) with all the stuff I have to tend to, organize, let go of. I
realize that I have to clean out my files…..and I’ve done so many workshops…..I
didn’t want to look at those files from years past and let go….. of that
me…..who I was then….. that created them……I wanted to take everything with me
when I move and start my new life in Charlotte NC. I ‘need’ this stuff
from my past : -)
Grace
& Miracle – I just felt the realization last eve that I AM ready to go
through my files lovingly and release what I have done & completed…..
Just like that the knowing came. I know that I am now being prepared for,
not the next chapter of my life – I’m starting a new book. JUST LIKE
YOU! A NEW LIFE I don’t need to bring the past with
me. I will absolutely have everything I need to create new and wonderful
messages, workshops, classes in Charlotte
It
is our time now…..truly – to live our hearts’ knowing and dreams….. We will
live them into this reality. It’s what you came here for. Stop
playing small…..dare and leap for that is your truer nature – YOU ARE
CREATORS. Discover that you can have your hearts’ dreams. Discover
a world that you secretly ‘hoped’ would be there for you……. YOU ARE SO
LOVED. Thank you…..thank you for being here, for staying the
course…..SHINE BRIGHTLY NOW. YOUR TWINKLES ARE UNIQUE AND MAGNIFICENT AND
WE NEED THEM. Please keep twinkling! Come and see me for some
support before I leave for N Carolina end of
October. Soul Infusion and Divine Alignment, Reiki, Spiritual Coaching
will help you so much more easily shift your perspectives and release and
balance your energies so that you too can live Magic, Miracles & Grace with
Ease ~
I
AM in Love with YOUMiri
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